Mera dil

As salam akekum
Mera dil ajib shye hai dil karte hai ki Mai har wo kaam karu jo dil karta hai  kar hi nahi pati hu kuch bhi apne dil ki .roz sochti hu ye karu gi .wo karu gi .bahar walk par jao gi par nai jati .kya ho jata hai asa ki kuch kar nai pati hu  kiu mai har roz kharab hoti ja rahi hu .kiu kuch karne ki himmat nai kar sakti hu kiu mera dil murda hota ja raha hai .kiu khud ko nai badal sakti hu har roz bad se battar ho raha hai khud se itne saval karti hu koi javab nahi milta hai .har ek din moot ki taraf le ja raha hai par tab bhi Zindagi me kuch karne ki chahat khatm nai hoti .dil shayad mar gaya hai  kuch karne ka dil hi nai karta hai kiu ho gai hu mai asi.khud se saval kar ke thak gai hu muje me bahut kami hai ek adhura pan hai ..na mokammal Zindagi hai sub kuch hai par kuch bhi mera nahi hai kahne ko sub apne hai par koi apna nai lagta ajib kashmash me Zindagi hai 
Allah hi raham kare ham par 
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